April 18th, 2010
For all I know
It has been heavy
Forget the bigger picture. I see what is close to me. It was never my intention to ignore whatever U thought I did. Was I too happy. I already said maybe it isn’t for me. Understanding the emotions that once in a while come over, stranding near and I swam in it, apparently. It sweeps away, I know. No need to battle or controle. So that smile U gave me. Was it even authentic, or did U drop it there by accident, where I picked it up, and U lost it on me. This isn’t fair of me now, is it. True, but sometimes I feel the need to conversate, to make sure it was not a mistake…My heart hasn’t been broke for a while now. So just to check and make sure, the intention was pure, coz really I don’t like to doubt. It’s not like I saw it coming, or truely think I deserve it. And I don”t even dare to think if there’s a catch. Is there, though…
Thank you Universe.